Everything will come to an end.

I've never been so stressed and frustrated as I am now than before. Quitting was never been my option but all of sudden it is now on my first list of to do now.

Enough is enough. I had so much! I've gone so far and looking on my own perspective I have to end this so soon.

Embattled thoughts, frail emotions, double minded and resented decisions. I want to go back to where I was before. I want the ground be opened and eat me down its 6 feet distance.

I am so tired. I want to freak out, break the rules and get lost!

I’m so exasperated. I can’t feel the joy anymore. I've been to this feeling for many times. And as of this moment, I’m still standing on the same ground. Where my road may lead me, I know God is already there. He is always in control.

Buntong hininga! :/

Hayyy..ako’y napabuntong hininga

Medyo parang may amoy pa nga

Napapaisip, napapanganga

Hihikab na hindi ang aking panga

Para kase ang labo ng lahat sa akin

Hindi ko makuha pero aking uunawain

Noo ko tuloy biglang napapakunot

Ayan na, pati nguso’y sumisimangot

Teka lang ha, ako’y bubwelo

At talagang parang hilong hilo

Sa kalahati’y sadyang kay gulo

Maano’t pa lalo na ang buo

Napapahikbi na napapangiti

Sarili’y di ko na naman mawari

Kay gulo ng mga pangyayari

Parang kaysarap mawala ng sandali

Pwede kaya na lumipad ako

Sa kaulapan ay maglalaho

Papaimbabaw sa ulap at maglalaro

Kakalimutan ako nga pala'y isang tao

Siguro, pwede naman ang ganun

Sige na libre naman sumang-ayon

Pero ang totoo naman talaga nyan

Ako’y napapabuntong hininga lang naman